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[Aug. 11th, 2005|01:09 am] |
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i ain't tryin to be in no WHITE house? i would have to paint that mutha black and blaze more fire than bill and george clinton. who needs health care when you can get some tussin or go to tj if you get burnt. it's a war e'rryday where i live. just bob and weave. if you see a street corner ain't no such thang as unemployment. they ain't ready for me. if i was in the black house this place would be like a runaway slave. . .off da chain. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha I's goin' livz in tha black house onez of tees dayz. haha. I love fairytales! Man they got some funny shit on the internet these days. I'm not even going to try and spell check this shit! haha |
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| A New Hope? |
[Aug. 8th, 2005|11:41 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Green Day- Macy's Day Parade | ] |
A New Hope?
Listen to songs about rebellion
It's hard to get what their selling
Sure, a side of me wants this
But why can't I just live in bliss?
My hopeless romantic side starts to show
Someone to be with me as we grow
Maybe no one will be good enough for me
Maybe she was the best I had
Maybe I just wanted too much
But I just didn't see
Chorus
A new hope on my mind
Please someone just give me a sign
I dream to get by, anything to have a high
Maybe some are meant to be alone
I understand if you don't want to be with me
It's pretty easy to see, The best I can be is me
I see so much hate in this world
I use to be part of the crowd
Who hated everything and everyone
It's easy to be blinded by the sun
When your aim is so high in your mind
I wish everything would be fine
Kill the people who don't believe
What you think is right for all
Only for four more years til he is gone
I think about him and others everyday
I can't wait to say good bye and so long
Chorus
A new hope on my mind
Please someone just give me a sign
I dream to get by, anything to have a high
Maybe some are meant to be alone
I understand if you don't want to be with me
It's pretty easy to see, The best I can be is me
I guess we'll never really fit in
I try so hard to know when
That day will come, when I sit on the green side
Maybe there is no better side that I will be
Only the one that you can't see
The one that I need
The one that I will never be
Chorus
A new hope on my mind
Please someone just give me a sign
I dream to get by, anything to have a high
Maybe some are meant to be alone
I understand if you don't want to be with me
It's pretty easy to see, The best I can be is me |
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| Go All The Way |
[Aug. 8th, 2005|11:06 pm] |
Go All The Way
You're a fat fuck
You're a fat fuck
You're out of luck
Since I give up
Don't say shit to me
You're a fat fuck
You're a fat fuck
It's just your luck
That you suck
A big fat cock
You're a fat fuck
You're a fat fuck
Never show your face
I'm outta this place
You have no control over me
You're a fat fuck
You're a fat fuck
You're a fat...FUCK! |
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| Detachment |
[Aug. 8th, 2005|02:56 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Green Day- Macy's Day Parade | ] |
Detachment
I sit around watching TV
I see how my life should be
It's all lies I can see
I wake up at two everyday
My parents are on my case
I know I turned it into a shit place
There has to be more out there
The truth can be so hard to bare
Too bad I really don't care
Chorus
I'm so jaded, so faded, so hated
My apathy is never hard to find
I have no motivation
Except in my right arm
Self destruction in sight
Crash down but don't give up a fight
I know everything won't be alright
Wait for something to come around
I'm bored as hell in this jail
All my friends have left town
Watch the happy people walk by
As I sit down to cry
I can't believe I starve in my own house
What the hell is wrong with me?
I'm not what I use to be
Hold on to my dreams and hopes
Chorus
I'm so jaded, so faded, so hated
My apathy is never hard to find
I have no motivation
Except in my right arm
Self destruction in sight
Crash down but don't give up a fight
I know everything won't be alright
Tired of broking promises
Tired of the same old shit
The sun hurts my eyes
Do anything for human contact
It's something at I lack
My body aches, my heart aches
I'm so sick of all the fakes
Chorus
I'm so jaded, so faded, so hated
My apathy is never hard to find
I have no motivation
Except in my right arm
Self destruction in sight
Crash down but don't give up a fight
I know everything won't be alright
Nothing will ever be the same! |
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| One Last Kiss |
[Aug. 7th, 2005|10:49 pm] |
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| | thoughtful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Blink 182- Down | ] |
One Last Kiss
I wanted the best for you
As I wanted the best from you
Now the tears run down the cheek
And I have butterflies in my gut
I try to fool myself
But you're always on my mind
Don't tell me that this is over...
Chorus
One last kiss is all I ask
Then maybe I can let this past
I thought you would be my first love
I thought you would be my last
Now I'm so confused
I just want to be alone
Seeing you with him kills me
Just look at me but not that way
What do you want me to say?
I fucked up so now I guess I pay
I try to fool myself
But you're always on my mind
Don't tell me that this is over...
Chorus
One last kiss is all I ask
Then maybe I can let this past
I thought you would be my first love
I thought you would be my last
Now I'm so confused
I just want to be alone
When I wanted you, you were gone
When I needed you, you were gone
And now the days past so long
I just want to be alone
Now I am so alone
Now I am so alone |
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| Here We Go Again Mother Fuckers |
[Jul. 21st, 2005|01:05 am] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Gwar- Immortal Corruptor | ] |
So I haven't updated my journal with actual journal stuff since like May. Just stupids things. I've been busy. Here is my summer in a nut shell. Got a girlfriend and spent most of my time with her and I was really busy with her since she lives in Greensboro. Went to the beach with family. I had my choice of hitting on hot 14 year olds or hot 40 year olds!!! But I had a girlfriend so it didn't really matter. I broke up with my girlfriend because she was too busy and didn't put any effort into our relationship and I got mad. She didn't call me, return my calls or IM's and I was just tired of it. She says I love you and miss you and you mean so much to me but then doesn't call me or IM for a week which doesn't make me feel so great. Actions speak louder than words. All I needed was a phone call or IM to say Hey. I'm going to be busy this week. "It's ok to just want more"-Blink 182 Went to Boston and Maine with family. Lots of driving, lots of shopping, and lots of yelling. The best part of the trip was riding the coasters at Hersey Park. Got back and had to deal with Dell's shit and almost didn't get my laptop. The laptop kicks fucking ass! Played NFS Underground and Battlefield 2. Went to Camdem's and played online BF2 with him which was awesome and funny. We jumped out of planes, drove boats, tanks, and cars. It's a really cool game to just fuck around. We did a lot of team killing! hehe And now I'm sitting here. That has been my life for the past 2 months in about 15 sentences. I'm going to start updating more during college. I've just been really busy with my ex and vacations the past to months. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 21st, 2005|01:04 am] |
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| | Gwar- Immortal Corruptor | ] |
O YES!!!!!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 18th, 2005|01:03 am] |
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| |  weird | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Chevelle - Send The Pain Below | ] |
If I had band it would be called The Howdy Doody Experience For A Day aka THDEFAD! |
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| Holler Monkeys |
[Jun. 21st, 2005|09:40 pm] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Slipknot- My Plague | ] |
God damn holler monkeys!! Always stealing old man McGee's bananas. They smell like shit and keep us working stiffs up all night. What are the good for!?!?! NOTHING although very tasty not that god damn tasty. I say we get a rocket and shoot them in space and so they will become god damn space holler monkeys but at least in space no one can hear you holler!! That fucking bitch!!! Everyone knows it was I ain't no holler back monkey but she stole it from them. WHY THE FUCK ELSE WOULD SHE SPELL OUT BANANAS IN HER GOD DAMN SONG!?!?! Tell me that! It doesn't make any fucking sense. Everyone knows she has no talent so she has to steal from the animal kingdom. First the holler monkeys then what!?!?! The monkeys with the red asses!?!?! Whatcamycallit...The holler baboons!! That bitch is going to get monkey slapped in her sleep. And what they hell is up with Sack of Potatoes!?!?! Then it hit me like a sack of potatoes! WHO THE HELL COME UP WITH THIS!?!?! Some dumbass farmer isn't paying attention in the barn and his son throws him a fucking sack of potatoes and he gets hit in the face! His son comes down and says you ok pa? Then that bastard says that hit me like a sack of potatoes and then he starts using it everywhere and then everyone uses it! It doesn't make in fucking sense. Where did it come from!?!?! Who the hell knows? Nathan knows what the fuck I'm talking about! |
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| Freaky Dreams! |
[Jun. 4th, 2005|02:39 am] |
So I have been having some pretty weird dreams this week. Here is the probably the funniest and weirdest one. So it's the last week of school and I don't have the car for no reason at all. In real life, the reason is usually my sister has the car but in the dream, no reason. I need to get to school but don't want to walk because I'll be late. So I go back in my garage and get a Big Wheel. The old toy with one BIG ASS wheel and two small ones and it is made out of all plastic and maybe a few metal rods here and there. It doesn't really work that well because when you're a kid you weight absolutely nothing so when you petal the big wheel it just scratches the plastic wheel and barely goes anywhere but anyways, I start going to school and I'm going down Rockford and all these black people are there. I ride beside them and ask them what they are doing. They say, "We're walking to school". I say ok... and keep riding. I keep seeing all these black people- some are walking to school and others are just standing in the woods. I think what are black doing on Rockford!?!?! I don't think Rockford as a place where black people live or hang out. It doesn't make any sense. So then something hits my mind and I think- I'm on my Big Wheel going like 3 MPH and going faster than the black people who are walking. All I can think is God damn. Black people are slow as hell. It's so funny that I'm going faster on a damn Big Wheel than them walking on their own feet. I keep seeing some black people just standing there in the woods so I stop and ask what are you guys doing? and they say, "We're going to school" so I sit there on my Big Wheel and wait for them to start walking towards school but they don't. They just stand there so I go on and think again how funny it is that black people are so slow.
I get to school and go into Mrs. Byerly's class to take the final test but the test is a joke so I put my head down on my desk and go to sleep in my dream which was weird. I dream about riding my Big Wheel on Rockford and seeing all the dumbass black people walking slow as hell and just standing there and thinking about how funny it is. I wake up and I say to myself. This has been a funny day, and all I can think about is getting home so I can write on my live journal about riding a Big Wheel to school and about the slow ass black people. So right after I wake up and think about this it's time to go home.
I say Ok but I walk home and I don't ride the Big Wheel back. It was a sunny day but it started to get cloudly like a big storm was coming. So as I walk home, I pass by some Central Senior Picnic thing and I'm saying bye to Cates and Milnamow and Byerly and all my old teachers. As I get to my street, all the houses look like shit and there are gangsters all around but I don't think I need to say what color they were I bet you can get it. My neighborhood turned into a Ghetto. I just by all these people but they don't care because I live there. I get back to my house and my car is in the drive and I think O great! I could have driven to school. I go to the door and front door has like a hole in it. I don't really think much of it because my house and every other house looked like shit. So I open it up and go inside. I hear something in the basement but I'm the only one home which doesn't make sense if my car was in the driveway. So I think it's like the cat or something so I start walking down to the basement and I see all the lights on and some black guy going through all our shit. I freak out and run up the stairs and slam the door not caring that he could hear it and lock the two door locks. At first, I think about getting a baseball bat and hitting him when he came up but then I realize he could have a gun so I grab my cell phone and start to call the police and jet out of my house and I get in my car.
Then I wake up(real life) and my heart is pounding and I'm so freaked out. The dream went from like being funny, and happy since it's the last day of school into like a nightmare. Even the black, stormy clouds were freakin me out before I got home in the dream. I was scared afterwards because seeing the man in my house going through our stuff felt so real. Riding a Big Wheel down Rockford and seeing lots of black people...not very real but the part in my house seemed like it come have been real. It's just scary thinking how easy it is to break into most people's houses. |
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| Weezer |
[May. 10th, 2005|05:22 pm] |
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| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Weezer- The World Has Turned and Left Me Here | ] |
I got the new Weezer CD today and the old skool blue CD since mine got stolen. I almost got hit by a dumbass on the way out and CD's went flying in the air and where you put your feet. I brought back some old memories and listened to Blue CD. I rocked the history examine. I wrote on Hitler's rise to power and the results of WW2 which are both easy as hell for me since I like WW2 stuff. I don't really feel like doing anything anymore. I just want to be alone. Hopefully the anti-depressants I just started will start working soon. It is suppose to take 2 to 4 weeks to see any results. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|09:39 pm] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Blink 182- Adam's Song | ] |
So now I have no prom date and both girls I was interested in are gone forever. I guess I'm alone once again. I guess it just something to talk therapy this Thursday. I'm not going to prom now. I don't even feel like going to prom. I just feel like killing myself now and crying but what's new? Whenever you think things will change they don't change. I just feel angry and sad and every other shitty emotion there is right now. I just can't wait to start a new life in college. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|03:53 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
Lesson learned this weekend: When I meet a girl at the mall next time, I need to ask to check her ID before I do anything more with her! |
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| Depression |
[Apr. 24th, 2005|08:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Blink 182- Adam's Song | ] |
So I'm listening to Blink's Adam's Song right now. I've been depressed all day because of last night. I stayed in bed the whole day and watched TV and Star Wars. I went out last night with some girls and the whole time I just felt worthless and felt liking cry and I felt like going home almost the whole time. I realized I'm always like this around almost every person I know but it just built up so much last night. I feel this around my family, around girls, around strangers, and around my friends. It's like I either love them or hate them at times. I've felt this way since about 8th/9th grade but it finally got to the point where my emotions were too strong to control. It was right after my too best friends in the world pretty much dumped me on my face for saying one thing wrong and we never really talked again. Throughout my child the people I tried so hard to be friends with and spent time with did this to me so I think that might be one of the causes. Even now I sometimes agree with people when I really don't or do something I normally wouldn't do so I'm not alone. There is always a person or two who are outgoing and make me feel better about myself so I ignore the rest of my friends and other people and try to be with them because of the way they make me feel. I ignore people I care about sometimes because I think they don't care about me or give a shit about me and this makes have these feelings. I get nervous about stuff I do and say because I think the person or persons will think bad of me and end the relationship with me so I won't talk and just stand there. I'll act cool and confident around people but be a mess when I am alone and I can't be myself around most people because of these feelings. I would seriously kill someone at times just to be with the person that makes me feel better about myself. I act different around different people. It's so easy for me to open up and be myself online or even on the phone but when I'm face to face with people, I start feeling worthless, sad, and feel like crying. I don't know if it's just the social setting or what. When I got home last night, I cried, thought about killing myself, hit myself, and hit the wall, door, and desk then started drinking. I'm going to get some help with it because it is ruining my life and relationships and I don't know if I really would kill myself in the future. Even today when I see a knife I think about cutting myself. This happened in Germany too. I was just looking at a dull butter knife and thought about cutting myself with it. I went into the bathroom one time in Germany too and thought about bashing my head on the wall and mirror. I thought I was bipolar after that trip but now I think I'm borderline personality disorder because I feel this way usually in social situations and they both have similar feelings of high's and low's. I don't go out and do stuff because of this feelings. I thought I could fix this on my own the past 9 months(Since the Germany trip) but I can't. It makes me feel bad that I have so much hate for the ones I care about at times. I just met this girl on Friday night and I told her how I felt and now I feel so bad for dragging her into all this shit. She said we need to tell each other about everything if we were to have a serious relationship. So now I have two girls in my life wanting to have a serious relationship with me before I leave for college and another girl calling me and wanting to hang out and right now, I'm in no condition to start any relationship with anyone. I just told her to be there for me while I go through this and get help. Ever since my first High School crush I felt like this. I would hate her one day and want to hit and hurt her then I would love her the next day and want to hold her and be with her and I never really had anything with the girl. I told my parents and now they are helping me find a good doctor that they think will help me the most. My parents have been caring about it and trying to cheer me up but all I can think is that they're only being like this because they don't want me me to kill myself. I still feel like crying around them and I still feel like they don't give a shit about me. I felt like this in Germany too. I felt like no one cared about me or liked me and they would say stuff like I was their favorite guy on the trip and they loved me and stuff but I never really believed them even when I said so. So I don't know how I'm going to feel this week in school and stuff. I feel like some kind of freak or something like people will think I'm weird or something. It's kind of hard to explain. I'd rather not go at all but I have to. |
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| Don't want to be a British Idiot |
[Apr. 18th, 2005|11:01 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Green Day- American Idiot | ] |
So I read this article today in Dunk Dunk's mag about some 9 year old in a comma in England. The mother played him Green Day's American Idiot and after an hour he woke up completely. What the fuck was that mom thinking?!?!?! Well we've tried bringing his closest friends and family members to talk to him, tried hitting him over the head with a woofel ball bat a couple of times, tried making his favorite food...EASY MAC!, and poking him on his side but it just didn't work. We've tried everything and I guess we got nothing else to do and I know how my little baby hates those American Idiots. 50 Cents and Jay-Z didn't work but what the fuck!?!?! Honey! Go get the CD player out of the car! and then the kid just starts head banging and gets up and starts a Mosh pit...
We made this big deal about Terry Scherivo when we could have just played to her Green Day's American Idiot!?!?!?! I know she wasn't in a comma but come on....it's Green Day....Green Day.... Welcome To Paradise.... Longview....Jesus Of Suburbia.....Come on....Jaded... and we can't forget AMERICAN IDIOT! If they couldn't have saved her who fuck could have!?!?! Good Charlotte!?!?! WTF!....I think not |
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| Isn't Life Funny? |
[Apr. 18th, 2005|01:27 am] |
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| | optimistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Weezer- Island In The Sun | ] |
Isn't it funny how life can change in one moment? Sometimes for the better and sometimes for the worst. I've had my share of both. Both changing things in a heartbeat. Now life seems to be changing for the better. I'm actually doing stuff with my friends now. The weekend was really fun. Shot some baskets, skated, went to the mall, and drove 60 MPH with someone on my roof.HAHA! I've met 3 cool girls the past week or so, and I'm looking forward to see if it goes anywhere from here. I think I'm going to try this time. Maybe they won't go anywhere at all but I can't think like that right now. It's funny how I'm making friends and stuff right now before I go off to college and never come back to High Point except for vacation. If I do the COOP program at State then I won't even come back for the summers. I guess I should just live in the now and not worry about that now. When it comes, it comes. I always thought I would leave High Point with a middle finger up and a "fuck you" coming out of my mouth. Anyways. Bed is nice. New Weezer albums drops May 10! Man,I'm so stoked!(For you Weezer fans who know what I'm talking about) |
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| Just Got Back |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|10:09 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | The Used- The Taste Of Ink | ] |
We'll I just got back from hanging out with some of my crazy sophomore friends. Fun times playing around in the grass, throwing friends around,and just acting goofy. We went to the mall, to Jay's, and rode around High Point. We are probably going to hang out and get drunk this weekend so it should be fun. That's about all for today. A pretty boring day especially third period. |
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| Ray On The Ten |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|12:20 am] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Chevelle- The Clinger | ] |
Yo check this site out and sign it. www.rayontheten.com WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT HAMILTON ANYWAYS!?!?!?!? He's just some old dead asshole who hasn't done anything for anyone lately. How has he affected my life personally? I don't see any movies on Hamilton coming out lately. The best that fag could do is get on the history channel if he is lucky. Only ecstatic of the idea of Ray on the ten. Go and look for mine and Duncan's name.
Scott Jordan," If they passed it, it would be the first black man on a dollar!"
Duncan Hill" I signed the Ray on the ten petition, you should too!"
Louis Gilmore," They don't put black people on anything. Why the hell would they put them on anything dealing with money?"
Joe," Forget Martin Luther King...I want Ray Charles to be the first black man on a dollar"
*Some quotes were reworded and taken out of content but all have the same general idea of each person*
Post any quotes on the subject and I'll put you on here! |
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| No Subject |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|09:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Green Day- Stuck With Me | ] |
So I was sitting in my car today before school and as usual listening to some music loudly. Some prep pulled up beside me and when I got he asked my who that band was and I told him Green Day and he said what CD... Green Day Insomniac and he replied is that their new CD? naw it's an old one. I just thought it was funny that a prep was interested in my music. Pretty cool I guess. Let's see. Nothing really happened today. Me and Hugh got 10 points extra on our Stats test on Wednesday. The teacher practically gave me the answers when I went up to him. The first pair to get done gets the points. I normally don't give a shit and don't go up to him much but I did today like a mad man. So I'm kinda interested in a girl in one of my classes but I don't really give a shit to pursue her because I can already tell you what is going to happen, or I could go out and buy a gun and shoot myself in my foot... either one would do. I started up choir today so I can be ready for my final concert...(Tears In My Eyes) hehe. I'll probably keep singing after high school. It was pretty funny. Made a few jokes, had a couple of laughs, and I really enjoy it. I guess the only reason I stopped going was because I got it the habit of not going. I like Monday nights because Road Rule verse Real World challenges are on. Bad guys verse good guys! It's pretty entertaining plus the girls look pretty good on it so that's going to be on in a few. Until then, I'll just surf the web. |
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| Hello Moto |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|06:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | drained | ] |
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| | The Used- Buried Myself Alive & Box of Sharp Objects | ] |
Well my browser is working this time. Every time I tried updating it would close out plus I got some shit on my mind so what a better time to start up again. So the past week or so I've been really angry and depressed for no reason. Nothing has changed I guess it's just my normal cycle. So right now I'm pretty emotionally drained. I was looking at some pictures of people I know this weekend on a picture site and I was wondering to myself if it was natural or healthy to see a person and want to smash their head in a wall then smash my head in a wall just when they practically did nothing to me except I liked them and they didn't give a shit about me and started dating some dick who doesn't have to do shit but stand there and have the girl all over him when I tried so hard. Which begs the question how could I have a good relationship with a girl or anyone who actually cares about me when people I don't even have a relationship with and don't care about me make me feel this way. It makes me want to cry when I think of all of them. I have no closure with most of them. I always think I could have tried harder or done things differently but how can someone try harder to be yourself? If they didn't like me, it doesn't matter how hard I tried. The last few days I have just hated pretty much everything and everyone and I think one of my friends is mad at me but I can't tell. I'll get in my happy or hopeless romance mood and think there still is a chance with one of them but there isn't. I didn't go to the gym Friday or Saturday because I didn't feel like it but I started up again today. It's always nice to think of the girls while I'm pumping iron so I pump more and more weight and to get the feelings out. I looked for tuxes for prom Saturday. I want some as a friend puts it "freaky colors" like pink or baby blue but the place he told me about doesn't rent so I would have to buy it. hehe I saw a completely gold suit which would be just WOW if I bought that. If I did buy a colorful tux, I would wear it to school every now and then because why buy it for one or two times when I'll grow out of it in a year. It's only $50 more to buy a tux than renting one so why not? I bought some new shoes also. They look like dancing shoes but I like them plus they are different which is cool. I've been getting skating shoes since 9th so the change is good I guess. My old ones had holes on the bottom of them and every rainy day my left foot got wet because it had the hole and my other one was getting a new hole so I think I'm going to buy some thumbtacks and put them on the bottom of them and tap dance in school. Should be fun! I really like The Used. These two songs rock so check them out. I like really like Buried Myself Alive. They're a screamo band. |
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